Eddie baby, Don Flack darling :)

A bomb case. Eddie Cahill's sooo cool.


Man, it feels like a thousand years since i last watched CSI. And Detective Don Flack's still as sweet and as suave as ever :) Eddie baby, you're such a darlinggggg. Hahaha.


Annoyed? Hmm i did that on purpose. Cause someone did that to me and I AM ANNOYED. So whatever.


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Hmm.. Cashew nuts are unhealthy food with high fat content but i'm addicted to' em already. And as much as they sore my throat, i still can't find a way to let them go. :( Whyyyyyy.


... I'm not a paper girl. I don't usually read the papers but i did today. My aunt passed the Fit 4 Life section to me, saying that it would do me good if i spend time reading papers on the weekends. So i took it from her, flipped through the pages until i came across an article that caught my attention.


It's about myasthenia gravis. It sparked my interest because i've learnt about that disease, in Pharmacology. But for all i know, myasthenia gravis is a form of disease involving symptoms like muscle weaknesses, and the antidotes to it are cholinestarase inhibitors, such as pyridogstimine. That was all i know.


But as i read through the article, i've learnt that myasthenia gravis is a form of autoimmune disease, and long-termed treatments to it include the use of immunosuppresive drugs and steroids. And we all know the common side effect of steroids is weight gain. Weight gain!


These days really, i'm veryyy sensitive to the word weight, cause i've put on a lott. T.T Thing about me is that i don't exercise, and i. am. a. compulsive. eater. who. eats. anytime. anywhere. as. i. like. So.. hmmmphh.


Dammit tomorrow's Monday already. :( And that means i'll have to start reading for finals d. T.T So tonight's like, my one lasttt night to waste away. ): FINALS. SIGH.


P.S: i likeeee 六味汤. BYEBYE.

if you wake up one day, and find that you're missing me.

Ahhahha. I logged in to my account and clicked on the 'new post' button hours ago.


But i've forgotten what i wanted to post about cause. I SAW MY BEST FRIEND ONLINE. And we've chatted for about 2.5 hours d. :D Still chatting.. Heeheee.


Man i miss her.


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Mmm.. This post should be about the exams i had today, but hurm.. I've decided not to whine about it anymore. I was just like, at the peak of my anger the moment i walked out of the exam hall. Like at the peak of the multiple dosing curve. Too much of Sabutamol and Chromosomal Abnormalities.


Once i got back into my room i dropped my bag onto the floor, went over to my bed and hibernated for hours. By the time i got up i felt much better. Suppressed disappointment.


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The Book of Tomorrow by Cecilia Ahern is amazinggg.


Despite her graceful swanlike room-to-room drifts, she's kicking furiously beneath the surface, thrashing around trying to keep her head up, flashing us the occasional panicked smile to let us know she's still here, though it does nothing to convince us.
- The Book of Tomorrow, Cecilia Ahern

For a special someone.

Her birthday is on the 11th of November.

She has been in my life since we were 11. Now we’re 19.

8 years only? It seemed longer than that.

She is one of the kindest, smartest, most diligent person I’ve ever known.

We've been friends for 8 years, and i had sat beside her in class since form 2 .

We laughed a lot, mostly at silly things. PS's pics of Ashley Cole's wife, you remember?

Her brain is unbelievably unique, she can memorise and understand things easily, even when it comes to subjects like Geografi, Sejarah, add maths.

She was the girl helping me out with all those sewings in Kemahiran Hidup. And she was also the one who dared frying nuggets in pan when we (me, Lyn and Nee) were preparing food for Ghee's surprised birthday party.

But now she’s so faraway from where i am now.

So I’m dedicating this post to you, Cheng Nee.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!

I've wished you, but I’m still gonna say it in different ways. Hehe. Hope you’d find the wishes everywhere.

I miss you, dear friend.

Take care and have tons of fun on your big day!

ps: Have fun later at 5pm! Make someone treat you with a slice of cake or something!! Or go buy for yourself a new blouse! Have fun! You don’t turn 19 everyday you know!

What about faith

Sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday..



*boomboomboomboomboombooomboom* 5 days left. T.T T.T
And I've done zerrrrro revision. Nil.



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I hate it when i start feeling insecure.
I hate it when i start feeling inadequate.
I hate it when i start feeling i'm not good enough.


I really really really hate it when i start looking out for someone.
Why you? i should've looked past you, looked past my shoulder.


:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

HUKM.

Okie. And so i went to HUKM today for CSL. Took an actual patient's history, and she's got diabetes. Mmm.. Chief complain: a 24 year-old woman presented with extreme lethargy for the past 8 days.


I spent about 20 minutes talking with her, and i managed to identify about 4-5 associated symptoms. 1. frequent thirst. 2. excessive urination. 3. drastic weight loss. 4. headache. 5. blurred vision. At first i wanted to leave the symptom of frequent thirst out, but luckily my facilitator briefed me about the general symptoms of diabetes beforehand. So in the end, i included it in as one of the associated symptoms for diabetes in my written report. Guess that's why i got quite high marks for my case presentation :D :D :D




Dr. Christopher, 1/2 of my PBL-mates, and me.


Ohs. The waffles at HUKM taste slightly better than the ones here in my college. The waffles are crisper, and the fillings are sweeter (:


P.S: I'll be seeing yuanyuan and mimi in 9 hours' timeeee! Wheeee.


P.P.S: tds = three times daily.

Spooky Pumpkin Day.

Hmm.. I've never celebrated Halloween before. I'd really love to go to a real halloween party someday, dressing up in cool customs and fake fangs and bleeding eyeballs.


Hmm, in fact, yesterday should be the first halloween i'd ever celebrate with Ghee and Nee, but they both couldn't make it. So i had got no one to go out with. :( I really really really wanna see the pretty halloween deco in One U, but no one wanna go with me.





Got this pic from Ghee's fb album. It's so preeeeeeettyyyyyyy.


Then, some time in the midnight, i got tricked by uncles. T.T I couldn't even bring myself to type out the humiliation i felt.


Hurm.. Do i look like a girl living only in her own world? Cause someone said i do. Erm, maybe. When he told my that, a story drifted into my mind. And the saddest story of all time is, The Little Match Girl by Hans Christian Andersen.




Found this pic when i was surfing through the net searching for info for my reflective writing assignment.

Sometimes, you know, i feel so out of place.

Like a sore thumb.

:(

when you're close, i feel like coming undone.

1.

I've eaten 10+ pieces of Munchy's biscuits today. Yumyumyum nyomnyomnyom. But well, all this while, i've always enjoyed eating Jacob's biscuits, and that makes me feel kinda bad. I mean, of course i'm not gonna betray Jacob's biscuits and go off with Munchy's biscuits in the long run, but the occasional subconscious craving i have for Munchy's biscuits is like a form of betrayal. T.T

I still like Jacob's biscuits. That's for sure. But Munchy's biscuits.. Gah imagine the conflict.


2.

So you left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest, above my heart
To remind me that i feel best when i'm with you.
-Droplets, Colbie Caillat feat Jason Reeves. :)


3.

I don't understand communication. Maybe that's why people always seem to get confused when they communicate with me. It used to hurt me quite a bit, but i'm fine with it now. Here let me explain. When i say Kie, it means Okay. And Nuuupe = nope, Wan = erm, this i don't know how to explain. But i usually end my every informal sentence with this word.


4.

My hair's getting longer, and i'm thinking of trimming it down a bit. But i still can't make up my mind whether to crop in into a V end or an U end. I've always cropped my hair into an U end cause i don't like layers. But now i'm tempted to shape it into a V end. Hmmm..


5.

I can't afford to procrastinate anymore. End-of-module exams is in two weeks' time and finals is in three weeks' time. Must really concentrate, concentrate!


6.

Mmm. Every night before i go to bed now, i'll gulp down a big big cup of milkshake i make for myself. But the only downside is that, i sleep at odd hours nowadays and i'll wake up at odd hours too. So sometimes i'll just doze off in the middle of the night, and leave my empty cup on the desk till the next morning. Then when i'm awake the next day, my unwashed cup will get real sticky and dirty and it'll take me forever to clean it up.


7.

Happy 14th Shang Shang. (: I do really miss you, you and your chubby chubby face heheee.